As long as I've been alive, I've never express physical affection and I've never hugged anyone. I haven't even kissed anyone and it's not that I was alone I've had several friends before and I have lots of friends within my life, however I do not know how to express physical affection to anyone regardless of whether it's an embrace, kiss, or doing a dance.. I've done everything before, but I've never been the first to initiate the process, and people must approach me and make out with me and hug me. It's affecting my relationships. My girlfriend of 15 months has quit me due to the fact that I don't make her feel loved or kissed. I'm not sure why am experiencing this however, I do realize that I am able to be a physical lover, while my gf and me were together, I began to get more interested in kissing others, but I have never had the opportunity for a kiss.. I'm not sure what to do.
